hey , im back after a lonng long time. ive been very busy these days. im interning with hindustan times, actually their website. check out some of my stories there.check out httabloid.com for my story(the main story in ultra bold headline, also u vcan click on fashion n find a story by me on soccer fashion.tell me how u guys find it...bye will catchya later:p

me missin ya badly teddy bear...wanna see u sooo crazily..hmm im sure tomrw we'll meet up after work(this time, its my work)..i applied for internships at a coupl eof places last week .got a reply frma lady frm hindustan times. she aked me to come to her poffice, i went last monda.gave me some piece to write n edit on epiece too. she said she'l get back, she didnt for a week. i thought maybe its not happening , so i spoke to india-today grp for internship.i fixed a meeting at 11:30 monday(tomorw). then the first lady calle dup saying that her boss wasnt in town so she cudnt consult him and call me, so she called me to meet on monday. now tomrw im gonna go to HT n meet her n strt workn there, have to meet her boss first, the editor,lets see wat happens. though i havent informed the india-today guy that i wont be comingthe worst thingthat i wud want to happen is that i get chucke dout of HT n dont havethe alternative to go india-today. but since HT is 99% thru, im sure its fine ther. n since ive got thru the internship there, i need not go to india-today.

another thing, yesterday wen the woman calld up she said " i hope u know that its not a paid thing"..though i felt like shit, i said "thats no problem"...i mean how cud they not pay their interns. its not agood sign. its okay that they're giving me their precious experience but c'mon u gotta be nice too. i knw that money was not a priority here for me but it wud've been gud if they had paid me. atleast a stipend which cud 've taken care of my pocket money....

ill go now, byee bye

me missin ya badly teddy bear...wanna see u sooo crazily..hmm im sure tomrw we'll meet up after work(this time, its my work)..i applied for internships at a coupl eof places last week .got a reply frma lady frm hindustan times. she aked me to come to her poffice, i went last monda.gave me some piece to write n edit on epiece too. she said she'l get back, she didnt for a week. i thought maybe its not happening , so i spoke to india-today grp for internship.i fixed a meeting at 11:30 monday(tomorw). then the first lady calle dup saying that her boss wasnt in town so she cudnt consult him and call me, so she called me to meet on monday. now tomrw im gonna go to HT n meet her n strt workn there, have to meet her boss first, the editor,lets see wat happens. though i havent informed the india-today guy that i wont be comingthe worst thingthat i wud want to happen is that i get chucke dout of HT n dont havethe alternative to go india-today. but since HT is 99% thru, im sure its fine ther. n since ive got thru the internship there, i need not go to india-today.

another thing, yesterday wen the woman calld up she said " i hope u know that its not a paid thing"..though i felt like shit, i said "thats no problem"...i mean how cud they not pay their interns. its not agood sign. its okay that they're giving me their precious experience but c'mon u gotta be nice too. i knw that money was not a priority here for me but it wud've been gud if they had paid me. atleast a stipend which cud 've taken care of my pocket money....

ill go now, byee bye

yes im back after alooong time. cant blv that i was writing as many as 3 blogs during my exams but never cared to write after exams got over.guess bloggin was releasing my stress n now that there is no stress im just avoiding it.

these days have been just okay..was my birthday yesterday..it was okay. i turned nineteen,guess i shud update my blog profile now!!
actually it was a bad day cos i made it miserable for ted. i met him in the morn at his place. saby n ted n me went to ansal plaza cos saby had some work there. after finishing the work, these guys entered the perfume section of d mall while i crossed it n moved out of the mal thinkin that the guys are also comin behind.i looked back n ted was in.i got thescore n i went in to see that he was checkin out some perfume (for me)..now i felt tooo odd n shy n i asked him to come so we'll leave.he asked me to wait n asked to check n smell some perfume.i started gettn a little louder n impatient n asked him to come out now. i didnt want him to buy me anything...but he insisted while i got a little loudr n acted like a baby.saby came n i asked him to tell ted to come out now. but these guys had planned the day in a manner so taht we came here n ted cud buy me a gift.

we lft finally.ted was not happy. we three ate out.while comin out of the restaurant ted lit a cigarette n saby too. they sat in the car with their cigs lit n sterted to drive, icreated a scene now asking ted to stop smokin n shouted at both guys for being shameful to smoke n make me a victim ofthe smoke.i hate when these guys smoke. i took ted cig n threw it out.

we came home, me n ted after droppin saby n we were together alone now.ted told me that i had insulted him in the mall.he said that he wanted to buy me a present so why did i behave so badly n immaturely in fron t of so many ppl. he told me that idont know how to behave in public n that im no better than raj n ritu. he told me that its okay when im at home but not in front of ppl. ted feels embarrased of me, i let him down, insult him.he really felt insulted in the mall today. i didnt realise it but i guess i was very immature n babyish to do that in fron t of so many ppl. he really wante dto gift me,he said that he thought that i deserved a good present so why did i act so bad..

i cries a lot yesterday i fron t of him.the reason why i acted funny in mall was very humble.i wanted him not to buy me gifts..really i didnt want hime to i didnt realise that he also has a beautiful wish to buy something for me...so i made a mess. but thenlater i went to dt with him,we planned to spend the nite too.but plan changed. saby n he had to work at home...so i came back to my home....my parents had forgotten it was my bday till it was evening.i came home at elevan thirt n dad opened d door sayin happy bady, mom was on stairs n said sorry biu i ran upstairs n locked my door wishing i were with ted at the time...