yes im back after alooong time. cant blv that i was writing as many as 3 blogs during my exams but never cared to write after exams got over.guess bloggin was releasing my stress n now that there is no stress im just avoiding it.

these days have been just okay..was my birthday yesterday..it was okay. i turned nineteen,guess i shud update my blog profile now!!
actually it was a bad day cos i made it miserable for ted. i met him in the morn at his place. saby n ted n me went to ansal plaza cos saby had some work there. after finishing the work, these guys entered the perfume section of d mall while i crossed it n moved out of the mal thinkin that the guys are also comin behind.i looked back n ted was in.i got thescore n i went in to see that he was checkin out some perfume (for me)..now i felt tooo odd n shy n i asked him to come so we'll leave.he asked me to wait n asked to check n smell some perfume.i started gettn a little louder n impatient n asked him to come out now. i didnt want him to buy me anything...but he insisted while i got a little loudr n acted like a baby.saby came n i asked him to tell ted to come out now. but these guys had planned the day in a manner so taht we came here n ted cud buy me a gift.

we lft finally.ted was not happy. we three ate out.while comin out of the restaurant ted lit a cigarette n saby too. they sat in the car with their cigs lit n sterted to drive, icreated a scene now asking ted to stop smokin n shouted at both guys for being shameful to smoke n make me a victim ofthe smoke.i hate when these guys smoke. i took ted cig n threw it out.

we came home, me n ted after droppin saby n we were together alone now.ted told me that i had insulted him in the mall.he said that he wanted to buy me a present so why did i behave so badly n immaturely in fron t of so many ppl. he told me that idont know how to behave in public n that im no better than raj n ritu. he told me that its okay when im at home but not in front of ppl. ted feels embarrased of me, i let him down, insult him.he really felt insulted in the mall today. i didnt realise it but i guess i was very immature n babyish to do that in fron t of so many ppl. he really wante dto gift me,he said that he thought that i deserved a good present so why did i act so bad..

i cries a lot yesterday i fron t of him.the reason why i acted funny in mall was very humble.i wanted him not to buy me gifts..really i didnt want hime to i didnt realise that he also has a beautiful wish to buy something for me...so i made a mess. but thenlater i went to dt with him,we planned to spend the nite too.but plan changed. saby n he had to work at home...so i came back to my home....my parents had forgotten it was my bday till it was evening.i came home at elevan thirt n dad opened d door sayin happy bady, mom was on stairs n said sorry biu i ran upstairs n locked my door wishing i were with ted at the time...