hahaha me not in a good mood but predenting to be in....hmmm u see this is another one of my resonating hums that i loveto shower uponeverybody here. okay, since we guys havent been intouch for couiple of days now, i got a lotto talk about.

first of all, dad is doing wee, he's walking with a little support, im sure gonnabe walkinh by himself by next week. but the chaos at home still haunts me. tahts why these days im meeting baby a lot and puring out all the sentiments and da frustrations..i end college and go to his place and then he drops me whilst goin to work...sooo life is okay..im just getting to know the introvert side of me these days.. college is filled with narcissistic bitches who think no end of themselves , so im a loner these days. my ties with the former "freinds" are fragile, almost broken so im by myself these days and tryingto firnd happiness in watever i do alone.

hey i think im gonna go for an exposure trip during my autumn breaks. one college society is orgainsing a trip to a small village in Madhya pradesh wher we'l be working with a grass root organistion, fighting for tribal and dalit rights. its not a fun trip. we're tol that teh village doesnt have loos, so we'll have to shit in farms and bathe in the village river......so im sure its gonnna be a memorable trip..baby was a little surprised and unhappy wen i told him about this thing..but the next minute he said that he cant be bad and wont stop me....he's nice, of course he wasnt being sarcastic and rud eto me wen he said that he cant stop me....butthen he knows that immade of a different material and cantbe so easily moulded into shapes that people want me to be...well sioemtimes i feel that it is just the opposite. i feel that im easily influenced by people..hmmm well fornow , this is enuf...