looks like nobody cares even in the blog world!! sigh!

...left for the internship at HT...by the end of the week i would have done approx. 10 stories over a period of 5 weeks..i think its a bad score..okat lemme pull up my socks and do more stories people.....

Things are sad. But i dont want them to fall apart..and if they do, i will be responsible for it.because im the one who troubles him. and now even his friends are telling him how bad i am..that i just talk and dont listen to anyone..and what sort of parents i have that dont even care about me and where i go and stay...bu the truth is taht im fooling them..they arent to be blamed..his friend told him that we both are LIVING A LIE..it hit him and he started askingme when will i tell them about us. but what shud i tell them..im just so tongue-tied..i cant open my mouth abt anything to them..i havent been close to them..so how can i tell them abt something that is sooo close to me..can anybody help me with this..tellme how to tell me parents abt my several-years long relationship...

yesterday was world refugee day..i did a story..check it out here..and tell me how you find it..

http://www.hindustantimes.com/StoryPage/StoryPage.aspx?id=e3b9e947-5e10-4024-a2a0-69086187c862&&Headline=A+home+away+from+home

i think i am at a very difficult juncture of my life..im such an anger-spitting bitch that im troubling even my darling..

last night it was too much..everyday we are going to bed with a tiff. i mean i start it and then it just goes frombad to worse..but when it actually comes to sleeping..i snuggle close to him and we smile and we sleep..but last night when we went for the walk it was bad..i get these impulsive reflexes when i just want to do what i wanna at that moment..okay anyways read these articles i wrote for the papaer

http://www.hindustantimes.com/storypage/storypage.aspx?id=e4b62662-c71f-47e4-a876-ee4f8288198b&&Headline=Wanna+go+coffee%3f

im happy...yes i am..actually i wana begin my entry on a good note.i cant believe that i wrote my last entry almost a year back.. a lot of things have happened since then.

come on people hail my new entry..

..i went on the trip that was talking about in the last entry...it was nice there.!! we did infact shit in the fields and bathe in the village stream with our petticoats tied above our breasts...

and after that i went to jodhpur and jaisalmer in jan..it was nice again..went there with mom and pop, brother to visit my sis who is posted in jodhpur..we went to a real desert-desert..camel rides and lotsa things..lotsa ethnic jewellery for me,,,it is rajasthan after all.mom picked up tons of bed-sheets and chuns freaked on the jaisalmet fort..it is a such a beautiful, small place,,u can see teh whole city io just i-2 hours..most of teh folks there live in and around teh fort and the rest of teh city is only desert..after that holiday..in march i went to paradise..let that place remain a secret..im goin there agin this july..dont ask me where and why...its beauty is preserved in its secrecy...