its been more than two weeks since i left the paradise city and returned to my rut...and i miss him badly now. Yup he's gonna join me here in a month's time but ONE MORE MONTH? god..i cant bear it..there are lonely times when i wished he was here. But then i am also happy for him cos he's building his network, well actually strenghtning the existing one there so the stage is set to be stormed my him and his talent...he's very busy there working...we talk evryday so sometimes it feels that there is no distance at all..But i miss seeing him..esp after our second expedition to paradise which was a very touching expereince..also im happy that things are goin so strong between us.. Im also getting better as in im not all that ill-tempered now.Well i need to wait and watch for my angry spells. But paradise really cooled me down. It was a therapeutic expereince for me. even he acknowledged that i had cooled down to a very pleasant and relaxed state...i love it and i love him...