so i finally turned 21 and things have begun to look different...its that age where u start feeling that you are a teenager all over again! well, one is neither an "adult" adult nor is one a kid..of course one is not a kid u see...but life changes..and if u start working like how i did..u realise that u are neither taken seriously as an adult nor are pampered like a kid...but then whoever ever got pampered in a workplace

well sorry for the digression but i guess that life at 21 is just okay..its rolling and i guess im just trying to roll along...a steady relationship, a passionate heart and stuff...

i feel calm in a sort of way that is beginning to disturb me... am i becming an unresponding, uncaring person who is least bothered about responding to stimuli? humpph..i think im being harsh on myself by saying all these things..i shud be glad that im talking less and listening more(something that i cud never accomplish ever in my life!)

well im 21 now and life sure is changing..i have to and there an immediate need to act like an adult now...i mean yeah i can be myself at times but most of the times i gotta be an adult....sighhhh how life changes for ever!

Also i wanted to write a post on how i view my life now that i have turned 21..i mean isnt 21 suposed to be some sort of a milestone in one's life?
lets reserve all that for the next post...