Here_We_Go

yesterday was world refugee day..i did a story..check it out here..and tell me how you find it..

http://www.hindustantimes.com/StoryPage/StoryPage.aspx?id=e3b9e947-5e10-4024-a2a0-69086187c862&&Headline=A+home+away+from+home

i think i am at a very difficult juncture of my life..im such an anger-spitting bitch that im troubling even my darling..

last night it was too much..everyday we are going to bed with a tiff. i mean i start it and then it just goes frombad to worse..but when it actually comes to sleeping..i snuggle close to him and we smile and we sleep..but last night when we went for the walk it was bad..i get these impulsive reflexes when i just want to do what i wanna at that moment..okay anyways read these articles i wrote for the papaer

http://www.hindustantimes.com/storypage/storypage.aspx?id=e4b62662-c71f-47e4-a876-ee4f8288198b&&Headline=Wanna+go+coffee%3f

im happy...yes i am..actually i wana begin my entry on a good note.i cant believe that i wrote my last entry almost a year back.. a lot of things have happened since then.

come on people hail my new entry..

..i went on the trip that was talking about in the last entry...it was nice there.!! we did infact shit in the fields and bathe in the village stream with our petticoats tied above our breasts...

and after that i went to jodhpur and jaisalmer in jan..it was nice again..went there with mom and pop, brother to visit my sis who is posted in jodhpur..we went to a real desert-desert..camel rides and lotsa things..lotsa ethnic jewellery for me,,,it is rajasthan after all.mom picked up tons of bed-sheets and chuns freaked on the jaisalmet fort..it is a such a beautiful, small place,,u can see teh whole city io just i-2 hours..most of teh folks there live in and around teh fort and the rest of teh city is only desert..after that holiday..in march i went to paradise..let that place remain a secret..im goin there agin this july..dont ask me where and why...its beauty is preserved in its secrecy...

hahaha me not in a good mood but predenting to be in....hmmm u see this is another one of my resonating hums that i loveto shower uponeverybody here. okay, since we guys havent been intouch for couiple of days now, i got a lotto talk about.

first of all, dad is doing wee, he's walking with a little support, im sure gonnabe walkinh by himself by next week. but the chaos at home still haunts me. tahts why these days im meeting baby a lot and puring out all the sentiments and da frustrations..i end college and go to his place and then he drops me whilst goin to work...sooo life is okay..im just getting to know the introvert side of me these days.. college is filled with narcissistic bitches who think no end of themselves , so im a loner these days. my ties with the former "freinds" are fragile, almost broken so im by myself these days and tryingto firnd happiness in watever i do alone.

hey i think im gonna go for an exposure trip during my autumn breaks. one college society is orgainsing a trip to a small village in Madhya pradesh wher we'l be working with a grass root organistion, fighting for tribal and dalit rights. its not a fun trip. we're tol that teh village doesnt have loos, so we'll have to shit in farms and bathe in the village river......so im sure its gonnna be a memorable trip..baby was a little surprised and unhappy wen i told him about this thing..but the next minute he said that he cant be bad and wont stop me....he's nice, of course he wasnt being sarcastic and rud eto me wen he said that he cant stop me....butthen he knows that immade of a different material and cantbe so easily moulded into shapes that people want me to be...well sioemtimes i feel that it is just the opposite. i feel that im easily influenced by people..hmmm well fornow , this is enuf...

hmmmm how i love to start my blog entry witha resonating hum..now since its an entry written after a long long time, letme tell ya wat has been happening around..dad came home after s[pending about 6weeks in the hospital..he's getting better,,but the head injury and teh drugs have rendered him little weak. he is a little random when he speaks, cant make sense outta things and mutters also..maybe it is gonna take a while for him to settle and get better..buton the other front he's doin well. he is able to sit up on teh bed and lie down. and yes he's angry also..all in all he's getting back to his original nature...let see..hope he's fit and fine soon..mum is dedicated in his service..and know wat..he even shouts and argues wit her even after being soo frail and weak...but mum spends sleepless nights taking good care of him..even the docs in hospital said that he's coem this far and literally out ofthe clutches of danger zone bcos of the immense family support...

sometimes i feel that no matter how broken the family is, wen it comes to out time of need, we become one and and getteh support of everybody around us also...mausis and others have also done a lot....

okayi tyhink im pouring out evrythuiung in just one entry..me in college right now...gotta go for a talk now by nina lal kidwai, ceo of HSBC and of course an LSR passout....an inflential lady indeeed...

yup, im sorry cant help changing the title for my post everytime i write...dad still serious...infact his condition weakened just when he was appearing to be gettig fine..his chest infection was bad, he had to be kept on the ventilator again,,, docs are chenging medicines to see the effect..they hope to find him better by this evening..lets see what happens..meanwhile im numb and cant feel anythn, seriously..everythings hazy...

bye...

Hey everybody, how are u guys doin..ive not been around here for a long long time, infact my last post also said that i was returning after looong time...

 A lotta things have been happened and happening...my dad met with an accident on the 27th.(last tuesday)..it wa pretty serious..head injuries, multiple rib fractures etc..but the head injury was the most critical..he wa unconscious for a week, still in the ICU...yesterday n day before, he opened his eyes..it was a relief to us..today he tried to speak also when mom went to seehim...so he is onthe path to recovery..but its gonna take some time.thats wat the docs are sayin...well, life at home has almost come to a standstilll, we're in the hospital whole day...we take turns..hope he gets wells soon ...today mom told me that wen she went to meet him, he cried a lot....i just wish he gets well soon.....

hey , im back after a lonng long time. ive been very busy these days. im interning with hindustan times, actually their website. check out some of my stories there.check out httabloid.com for my story(the main story in ultra bold headline, also u vcan click on fashion n find a story by me on soccer fashion.tell me how u guys find it...bye will catchya later

me missin ya badly teddy bear...wanna see u sooo crazily..hmm im sure tomrw we'll meet up after work(this time, its my work)..i applied for internships at a coupl eof places last week .got a reply frma lady frm hindustan times. she aked me to come to her poffice, i went last monda.gave me some piece to write n edit on epiece too. she said she'l get back, she didnt for a week. i thought maybe its not happening , so i spoke to india-today grp for internship.i fixed a meeting at 11:30 monday(tomorw). then the first lady calle dup saying that her boss wasnt in town so she cudnt consult him and call me, so she called me to meet on monday. now tomrw im gonna go to HT n meet her n strt workn there, have to meet her boss first, the editor,lets see wat happens. though i havent informed the india-today guy that i wont be comingthe worst thingthat i wud want to happen is that i get chucke dout of HT n dont havethe alternative to go india-today. but since HT is 99% thru, im sure its fine ther. n since ive got thru the internship there, i need not go to india-today.

another thing, yesterday wen the woman calld up she said " i hope u know that its not a paid thing"..though i felt like shit, i said "thats no problem"...i mean how cud they not pay their interns. its not agood sign. its okay that they're giving me their precious experience but c'mon u gotta be nice too. i knw that money was not a priority here for me but it wud've been gud if they had paid me. atleast a stipend which cud 've taken care of my pocket money....

ill go now, byee bye